i’ve been looking like a crow at this new place i’m gonna go where you can turn a blind eye and do whatever you want i’ve been talking like a pro i’ve been sleeping pretty bad and i’ve been looking in community for a sense of community in a community i never really had i feel like a shitty girl i feel like a bad friend i haven’t been very helpful i haven’t been making sense i’ve been dancing on my own i’ve been all by myself i’ve been taking on you over anyone else i’ve been leaving the dentist throwing the lizards at the wall getting stuck to the ceiling and hanging upside down i feel like a shitty girl i feel like a bad friend i haven’t been very helpful i haven’t been making sense

No one thinks you’re funny And no one thinks you’re special And no one thinks you’re worth it And no one wants your bubble You have to convince yourself that you’re not in the show But don’t bother pinching pennies dollars left long ago No one thinks you’ll do it And no one thinks you should And no one wants to hear it And no one wants your phone call I didnt quit my job My job quit me And left a little ditty on my answering machine No one thinks you’re on it and nobody wants you round here You think you can get used to it but it’s not worth it I swear It’s not in the rule book I dont play by the rules turn my organs into metal and make me a robot so i can give you what you ask for and make my eyes turn off it’s not in the rule book i don’t play by the rules No one thinks you’re funny And no one thinks you’re special And no one thinks you’re worth it And no one wants your bubble You have to convince yourself that you’re not in the show But don’t bother pinching pennies dollars left long ago Dollars fled long ago

we’re like an archipelago i can’t reach out and touch you but i can see you so close it’s almost like you’re standing next to me we’re like a murder of crows so maliciously unkind but that’s just how it goes when the bodies have been picked clean i wish that i was never born i don’t want to die but i wish i was never born because worry is something love would never be but i have life so i have love so i have worry so i have some thing to pick me up and something to carry me

I’m gonna be honest I thought about you I thought about everything I could do If I could drive a car across the street I’m gonna be honest If I said this to you I wasn’t sure what the hell I could do If I could get on a train And leave it all behind Sweat leaks out of every one of my pores And I still don’t know what any of that was for If I could get a heart tattoo I’m still not sure if that’s something I would do Or snort or shoot or brush it off Or run down the street saying “Why would you do this to me Just as I thought that I was home free I remember I can’t stay in one place too long And I can’t remember if that’s alright” I’m gonna be honest I still don’t know what to say I’m not sure about that train I said I wanted to get out of here But I’ve been crying to get back home I’m gonna be honest If I said this to you I wasn’t sure what the hell I could do No matter how far the E string goes It’ll still be a little flat Sweat leaks out of every one of my pores And I still don’t know what any of that was for If I could get a heart tattoo I’m still not sure if that’s something I would do Or snort or shoot or brush it off Or run down the street saying “Why would you do this to me Just as I thought that I was home free I remember I can’t stay in one place too long And I can’t remember if that’s alright” Do you remember what you would say When you found out you could Take your life away Take your life away